2010:
My SSC results came. Secured 581/600 in my board exams of SSC.
Was a division topper. It was quite a surprise to me as I had not had high expectations of myself.
All hell broke loose . There were celebrations everywhere in my home town because of my result.
2010–12:
Got a free seat in a reputed college for intermediate in our district.
Happily joined. Scored 460/470 in my first year.
Scored 976/1000 in both years combined.
Scored 10,000(aprox) rank in EAMCET.
NOT CLEARED AIEEE. THERE WAS NO COACHING FOR IIT JEE IN OUR COLLEGE.
COULDN'T CLEAR IIT JEE TOO.
Got a seat in OSMANIA UNIVERSITY (HYD) in ECE branch.
I WANTED MORE SO DIDN'T ACCEPT THE OFFER.
DECIDED TO TAKE A DROP AND PREPARE FOR IIT JEE.
2012–13:
Joined another reputed college which offers JEE coaching.
CLEARED JEE MAINS. GOT A SEAT IN TOP 2 NIT i.e NIT SURATHKAL WITH ECE BRANCH.
ALSO CLEARED JEE ADVANCED. BUT MADE A MISTAKE OF MY LIFE i.e COPIED SOME ANSWERS IN PHYSICS SUBJECT IN THE EXAM FROM MY FRIEND THAT QUALIFIED ME IN THE RESPECTIVE SUBJECT.
SO THAT WAY I GOT ADMISSION IN IIT KHARAGPUR .
2013–15:
Wasted whole first year. Used to be very lazy. Not used to attend college. Got carried away with partying culture, tasted my first beer.
Cheated in exams ,got caught. Got suspended for an year.
Smoked my first joint.
Idk why I used to smoke weed a lot, I got mental disorders in the process.
2016:
Got treated with scziophrenic disorders. Advised to quit weed but I didn't obey.
2017:
Got my mental disorders back. This time parents joined me in a rehabilitation center.
2018:
Came out of rehab. Kicked my weed smoking habit out successfully.
But decided not to attend IIT anymore due to financial issues also due to my low self-esteem.
2019:
Wasted an year lazying at home. Applied for India Post GDS vacancies.
Waiting for results.
Waiting for results.
In short: Topper to cheater, cheater to a drug addict, addict to anxious, insecure human being.
That's all fellas, thanks for reading!
-Jeevan Thnadrala
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